with a twist of lime

i think i’m going siao already. i don’t know whether it comes with age but i’ve become too sensitive. don’t you realize when people get a little older, they tend be easily irritable or hurt over the slightest thing (and sometimes maybe nothing?) i think it’s utter stupidity to worry about something that’s not even there. but then again, is it wrong to take precaution? why is it that a proactive step is condemned/unfavourable and we choose to be reactive? shiates. i’m such a pessimist. i feel like a damn aunty complaining. bad bad bad.i wonder what happened to that carefree spirit of mine of just taking one day at a time and not giving a toot about anything until the time comes. maybe i’ve lost it. maybe i’ve had it for too long and i’m sian. maybe i haven’t had a drink for a long time. hence the tense.it isn’t too early for a caipirinha, is it? was told it’s good.. bah!

~ the day dreymer and the wishful thinker